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| I'm all good... ^_^ |
| Tuesday, June 5, 2007 |
Last post bago ako matulog, di ko na sana ipopost ito but things are not turning as how I wanted it to happen.
Foremost, I would like this post to be as light as possible, As unbiased as I can hold, And as open-minded as I can be. I am not being bitter much more I wouldn't want to win anything. Just wanted to make things clear and straighten up my point.
I am all good now. Just let me go -- I don't want any talks, I don't want any meetings, I don't want to meet anyone, I don't want unsolicited advices, I don't need what I used to have with me around. Someone said on a thread that no man is an island -- true enough. But I'd rather be on an island alone and helpless than be on a crowd who you thought are your friends and would look at you when your at lost.
Last week after I posted my very controversial post, many reacted violently. Interpreted my words as how they have read it -- mostly thinking that I am leaving Mart(exact word would be nilaglag) in favor of Dex and Paulo. That blog was written so badly -- I must admit to that mistake. What transpired it most would be the misunderstanding that I have had with people around Mart and NOT Mart himself. My bad. I should have written better. My apologies to everyone who were deeply troubled and moved by my statement. As one heavenly saint said over email -- I put them (the Martians) in Bad Light. My sincerest apologies to you, guys. To some Kapaulos who felt that they are less of a fan or a supporter -- I have never thought of you as one. If I had, then I could have blatantly bashed around my blog as how I have done towards Aljur. (Tita Amor, pasintabi po. I know you're reading my blog too.) To those who had joined the controversy (I don't know if you have your own personal agenda) -- you don't have to, especially when malice is injected in your post.
Mart knows less. I proactively asked him to text whoever texted me early this morning HOPING that "that" person would open-up. That's all Mart knows, we had bigger things at-hand lastnight than this. You wouldn't want Mart to know this kasi ayaw mo siyang "mag-alala" pa (sorry can't remember your exact word). We never stressed this matter, I asked him to let it go and i'll handle it. And so, he did.
I just want you to ponder on this: If you wanted this fixed, why did you closed your doors? Many times I let you feel that I wanted to talk. Yesterday Andrea texted me regarding the SOP guestlist -- since she can't look at it, I said OK hoping that it would start a conversation. But you opted to rule me out and started your own actions (and decisions) as how you did a few months back. I already told you this over the phone. I wouldn't want to say more. You pushed me away.
I made a mistake. You closed your doors. I have thought of this many times. Its time that you do your thinking, after all -- ikaw naman ang mas may utak sa ating dalawa. |
posted by Tiborxia @ Tuesday, June 05, 2007  |
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Sn manatiling solid ang samahan ng fans ni Mart...tutal lahat ng ito para sa kanya ang sarap noong marami kang napupuntahan na site na makikita mo sya... UTC
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Sn manatiling solid ang samahan ng fans ni Mart...tutal lahat ng ito para sa kanya ang sarap noong marami kang napupuntahan na site na makikita mo sya... UTC